This is our tribute to the soldiers who died while delivering their duty!

Aaaj Phir Jeene Ki Tamanna Hia! Aaj Phir Marne Ka Irada Hai!

By M S Nazki

Aaaj Phir Jeene Ki Tamanna Hia! Aaj Phir Marne Ka Irada Hai! (Today I want To live and today itself I want to die)

-This is a story about soldiers!

-I know nothing – nothing in the world – of the hearts of men. I only know that I am alone – horribly alone when dreaming I get lost into dreams of sorts!

-It is a pleasure to die for the nation because I do not know as to where I’m going to put my next foot but the front foot always be forward!

-The world is full of places to which I want to return! I have just vanished, hidden away from everyone. Even from those whom I loved the most! But I will never be found but relive in your memories!

-Why can’t people have what they want? The things were all there to content everybody; yet everybody has the wrong thing! The wrong thing which we consider is passion versus love!

-The passion is of a soldier right in front of the duty and the love, well it encompasses many feelings though a small word! Passion for the nation and the spirit to do or die matters the most!

-There is no man who loves a woman that does not desire to come to her for the renewal of his courage, for the cutting asunder of his difficulties. And that will be the main source of his desire for her. We are all so afraid, we are all so alone, we all need from the outside the assurance of our own worthiness to exist.” These two men believed in this scenario

-Weddings of soldiers killed in Akhnoor IED blast were slated for April Captain Karamjit Singh Bakshi of Ranchi, Jharkhand, and Naik Mukesh Singh Manhas of Uttervehini in Samba district of Jammu region

-Both were killed while they were on fence patrol duty when an improvised explosive device (IED), suspected to have been planted by Pakistani terrorists, went off along the Line of Control (LoC) in the Bhattal area of the Akhnoor sector !

-The story is old but displays one thing! Courage matters and not what is happening on the other front that is the home!

-If you are on duty then rest can be laid to rest!

-This is our tribute to the soldiers who died while delivering their duty!

-Courage: Don’t you dare fail me now, I need you to keep away the doubts, I’m staring in the face of something new, You’re all I got to hold on to, So courage: Don’t you dare fail me now!

‘I would be lying if I said I’m fine, I think of you at least a hundred times, ‘Cause in the echo of my voice I hear your words, Just like you’re there, I still come home from a long day. So much to talk about, so much to say, I love to think that we’re still making plans, In conversations that’ll never end In conversations that’ll never end!

These two men who died would have had many conversations with those who were near and dear to them, with their beloved ones! But mind you they have not died but have just vanished into some oblivion! They will call you but in your dreams but wwill never be seen again!

Aaaj Phir Jeene Ki Tamanna Hia! Aaj Phir Marne Ka Irada Hai! (Today I want To live and today itself I want to die)

But the real fierceness of desire, the real heat of a passion long continued and withering up the soul of a man, is the craving for identity with the woman that he loves. He desires to see with the same eyes, to touch with the same sense of touch, to hear with the same ears, to lose his identity, to be enveloped, to be supported. For, whatever may be said of the relation of the sexes, there is no man who loves a woman that does not desire to come to her for the renewal of his courage, for the cutting asunder of his difficulties. And that will be the main source of his desire for her. We are all so afraid, we are all so alone, we all so need from the outside the assurance of our own worthiness to exist!